tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8966654939697561192024-03-13T05:15:57.751+03:00♫♪ Basic Lyrics ® ♪♫It Is All About UsHopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.comBlogger298125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-63294650303130550702015-02-22T21:12:00.001+02:002015-02-22T21:12:13.558+02:00Vicious Cycle. The History Renews ItselfIt has been such a long time that I havent published any kind of blog.. Yeah I was pretty online on Kat to post my blogs few months back but here on blogger it has been around 5 months ha? <div><br></div><div>Few of my friends were asking about my blogs, whether I keep any secret blog somewhere or on my computer.. Even few of them Said they missed my blogs.. Should I really believe? Did they say that so as to console me or they really meant it..? I have some doubts about that but still I miss writing.. And I was really harsh by saying that I am not gonna write again.. So here I am again..</div><div><br></div><div>My life has really changed.. I can say that I am not the same girl I was used to be.. Pink dreams? Ahh nope, not anymore.. It is not getting worse but seriously man, it is getting harder.. I am totally confused and worried about the future.. No matter what I tell that I am gonna live this moment, blehhh, it is not happening at all.. Something always pokes my millions of thoughts and future reminds itself by kicking others.. </div><div><br></div><div>Yeah, what is gonna happen next? Here I am, and dropped my shield again.. Lol.. I act like someone brave.. Who knows? Maybe I really am or not.. But just, I dont wanna be hit again.. Cupid.. Fuck your arrows.. You arrow me at a wrong time before a sucky person so it is all me who is fucked up all the time.. Didnt you really have enough of fun by suffering me? </div><div><br></div><div>However, this time I dont suffer at all.. Because I lost my whole senses.. And I really got that love doesnt kill any person as long as that person is not stupid enough to kill himself. So stay, and fight for it.. Somehow we heal over..</div><div><br></div><div>Anyway.. Lets keep reading tonight.. Good night ^^</div>HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-42758707376044893912014-10-03T17:00:00.000+03:002014-10-03T17:00:08.249+03:00I am coming Home<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It has been such a long time that I havent written any blog thus far on blogger even though I have been writing blogs on Kat..<br />
Yeah kat is a kind of torrent site and I was having a good progress there until few days ago.. Baaam I got deleted (briefly my account's gone for good).. I dont know if I should care or not however I feel upset indeed.. Because I spent so much time there and made so many friends..<br />
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Recently no one seems to understand me or maybe I am getting introverted by time.. So all I am doing is just picking an anime and watch.. I watched around 15 episodes of Toradora today.. It was such a nice story..<br />
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Maybe you got curious? I dont like anime nor I am fan of them ... Also I can say that I am not an anime addict (Thank God) but from time to time I watch.. Especially the days whenever I feel I am fucking down.. Watching them doesnt make me feel good indeed but it makes me pass the time.. One more hour.. One more day.. And one more month.. You know...<br />
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By the way, I didnt have time to check whatever I have been sharing on my blog over here.. but for sure I have experienced so many sutff..<br />
Actually I didnt really like the theme and fonts of my blog.. Damn, I dont know why I was really ignoring it but it began to disturb me already.. Maybe I should install a new background and play with the font size and color settings.. Blegggghhh..<br />
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Have a nice dayHopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-57723798533787043662013-07-03T00:27:00.000+03:002013-07-03T00:27:18.270+03:00NewbornI could only see my destiny in your eyes.<br />
Cold like ice but brighter than the stars.<br />
Now I can fight for you thousand years<br />
As long as your holly lips touch my lips.<br />
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So these days I get it when I experience more of the things that I cant ever imagine.. That wasnt what I wanted indeed.. I never wanted to be left in conflictions and I never wanted to lose my dreams that I could ever grow up in me..<br />
It is like we used to play with certain amount of legos when we were kids. You have to break one side in other to build another.<br />
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<br />HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-71278448214166832532013-06-14T22:28:00.002+03:002013-06-14T22:28:27.871+03:00The True Love Remains<b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">" To begin a love letter we dont know what to write and when we reach for the closure we would never wish to end. "</b><br /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Such a new love story showed up itself with a little bit of hush as if a poor leaf falling from a rootless three.. </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Everyone knows how it goes, </span><span style="background-color: white; color: purple; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">yeah we all know</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"> because </span><b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">the person who claims that s/he has never been inlove is only telling the greatest lie of his/her life.</b><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"> As there will be no such a person who will leave the earth early before having love experience. I really dont know but in this case I remind my best friend's nice quotation </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px; text-decoration: underline;">"Nobody in the world will die early before they taste each kind of feelings".</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"> For me it is well said, feelings are for we humans. Therefore love is one of them and is everywhere on this earth, even in the </span><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">hands of evil.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Love of nature, love of parents, love of animals, love of God and love of someone who do we assume special to us and so on. Here my aim is to share this entry with all of my blog readers.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">And of course there are some symptoms of love like feeling; [it differs person to person]</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: blue; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">dizzy</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">crushed</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: green; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">excitement</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"> </span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: orange; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">throwing up</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><b style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">butterflies in tummy</b><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">I have no idea about what might be yours but those are the some of them that I mostly hear from people.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">The matter is not who we are inlove with but the importance is that do we have the capacity and tolerance to accept the other person with his/her lifetime personality and mistakes?</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">. Basically most of us move with the eyes of our heart that might be blind, If so,</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Are you ready for the best temporary blindness?</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">They say love is blind. In a way it is true up to some point until someone has that urgent surgery to open his/her eyes to the actual world. I know it feels like falling off a horse while you are having the prettiest dream of your life. Besides we need to add this mixture </span><span style="background-color: white; color: red; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">"people might change their minds by time"</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;"> compound.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Let me share with you a kind of ridiculous experience about it then: There was this guy at my primary school who fell inlove with me and we were only 12 years old. The weird thing is that he never told me he is inlove until a day he found my trace on facebook after 10 years. He remembers my childhood more than I do so it might be the clue that his eyes were on me. He asked to date for the first time by being persistent that I am the girl who has loved whole those years. He was very promising and maybe he was extremely confident. Actually it made me a bit laugh, because he had no idea who I turned out to be within 10 year.. You know nobody is the same person even a day ago, those are the experiences that contribute our character to change. So we had few serious talk that I told him "I am no more religious".. I can imagine what I broke inside of him.. But is it my fault? I just wanted to avoid of telling lies about my character instead of acting out. He suddenly changed his mind due to my not being a strict religious hehe. Please dont take it as an offense, we need to be free in everything what we believe but everyone deserves some respect. So he wished me a good luck and left. And what happened to the long lasting love he could ever promise? Who knows maybe sank into the dept of ocean..</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Devoted to someone special.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">It feels like rise and fall, sometimes the matter of love becomes the saddest knot in one's throat. There are many reasons; but the most striking one is "we always fall for the people who we think that we can never ever reach" That is why it hurts the most. Circumstances might not allow, so the lovers are forced to fall apart.</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">How happy for the ones who keep being together in one complete heart. And the question is;</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Does love really end?</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; line-height: 16px;">Maybe not, only some other kind of feelings dominate on love, for example anger, jealousy, hatred.. But it never ends. When it is knitted on one's heart for once, it could never be ripped out, it remains with the best or worst memories.</span>HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-35103408703567010022013-06-14T08:59:00.001+03:002013-06-14T09:01:16.629+03:00Sound Of FearMorning..<br />
I wonder what I am gonna face with more.. Sometimes people are scaring me top to bottom that I try to keep away. But when it comes to the person who I definately and wholly adore how would I do that? I am piece to piece because I dropped my guard.. Insecurities and conflictions.. Besides the flashbacks make it worse.. Maybe I am going crazy, maybe I am dreaming. I am scared and confused so I think my mind belie me. So what exactly are you? Show me now or just leave like others do.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">I take you in whenever I breathe</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">You are my immortality,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">I love you like the tired tides struggle to reach for the sand, I love you like the noisy winds that go through the flowers to spread out their freshness and I need you like the butterflies need their wings to fly.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">You are my thirst that I could never handle with, you are the blossom of a unique Eden tree.. You are the most precious gift from God to me.. And loving you is heavenly. Whenever my darkest melancholy surrounds me I just watch the stars, because you are up over the sky like my northern star. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">Give me a place in your little world and lets intermingle for the sake of love like the rivers intermingle to the oceans. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">You are my treasure, hard to gain and easy to lose.. But I will never lose. I will lock you in my heart and wont let you go forever and ever.. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">So I will love you not for today, not for tomorrow.. You will be with soul even in the afterlife..''</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">One another story began like this..</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">I am sorry that I havent been able to type.. But many things</span><br />
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">Anyway I am sleepy as I didnt sleep for a day..</span><br />
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">Goodnight</span><br />
<span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><b>P.S </b>this was only summary..</span><br />
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<span style="color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif;">I wish Kat was working now, Because I am supposed to copy paste some blog entries to have them here.. It was all about love ofc..</span><br />
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Remember the days when we were implying some stuff on our blogs? You dont even write anymore but ...<br />
Yeah then this is for you.HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-30175934678991688372013-05-14T10:00:00.000+03:002013-05-15T02:44:57.757+03:00TornadoMorning,<br />
These days I am trying to make up my mind.. Very important progress in my life and it might open up the doors of my wishes that I am trying to reach.. But I am also afraid of failing.. Besides I need to save some great amount within few days as I might not be able to take the chance because of it.. Work hard and harder. I dont have any other plan like plan B and C.. It is my fault to focus on only one thing but I need to do it, as I dont have any chanceHopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-29805814454683274972013-05-13T05:18:00.003+03:002013-05-13T05:18:42.826+03:00Mummy ReturnsToday I just came back to talk about few stuff..<br />
Fist of all I need to mention that I am so damn busy these days that is why I dont have time to type even though I enjoy typing..<br />
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Life is weird, and it is hard to figure out people.. So I am always on alert to face what a man could turn out to be. All we are humans but still there lives an evil inside us that comes about at an unexpected time.<br />
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Some people play on my mind too much and I say aside that: is this the same person I met? I watch them with an open mouth, because they are full of surprises enough to let me down hundred times. Maybe I might be the fool one, giving chance and then chance and chance but nothing changes at all. For sure I am not gonna save the world, who cares?<br />
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By the way I met a sweet friend today. She is brave enough to overcome the things she was faced to. We humans get stronger after the long period of pain. Maturity comes with experiences. At least that is what I think so. Anyway she is a cool and helpful vampire and an immortal one :) I am also glad that I would guess what life would bring to me, some friends go and new ones get ready to open themself a good place.. So have a seat.<br />
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And I had my dad in my dream early in the morning.. It was very sad that I had to write a letter to my best friend. But she wasnt around so I had to throw it into the trash. I just dont wanna see it again.. I am suffering but I will find a way to survive somehow as I could succeed until today.<br />
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I remembered a sentence that dates back to my 16s, yeah almost 7 years ago..<br />
"Dont die before I do."<br />
I already eternized you.<br />
Because everything written stays when the memories fade themself away by time..<br />
A new pure morning..HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-60685046156168084532013-05-10T21:35:00.001+03:002013-05-10T21:35:56.384+03:00Looking Through The Rough Glassvocaroo.com/i/s0L31lnJhRDE<br />
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Hello, I know I havent typed for a long time but I am really busy these days as I am working.. Anyway I shared one of my records ^_^ I know it is crap but :D maybe I enjoy singing..HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-86427964975229890522013-05-06T23:01:00.001+03:002013-05-06T23:01:12.092+03:00One Two StepHello..<br />
I am very sorry that I havent written for a long time since I began to work.. I am fucking tired right now and an hour pater it is my birthday :3<br />
Yeah I am ageing..<br />
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Bye for now.HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-87988136026769996012013-04-25T22:26:00.000+03:002013-04-25T22:26:11.239+03:00I Miss You Dad<div style="text-align: justify;">
The saddest part is that there is no one next to me to share how I feel right now. Tears in my eyes and silent scream in my throat to gulp it down. No one, no one at all. Yeah I have many friends or family members but nobody would understand me at all.. Those friends who cry to me but whenever I need them they disappear.</div>
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I missed my dad.. There is a huge missing in my life that I could never fill since my childhood. Maybe it is his presence.. I missed him giving me the courage whenever I feel weak no matter what the matter is. </div>
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Now I cant tell it to anyone. I cant because they will just say that "everything will be fine, dont be sad" but hell, they dont know how much it hurts.. How sorrowful I am.</div>
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I missed you dad. Whenever I drive here to there, there to somewhere I rememember you. Whenever I play backgammon with someone I recall you taught me so and your experiences, the things you told about life, I know them by heart...<br />
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Just time doesnt let you go.<br />
I was very mad at you, very immature and a rebel.. I could never know that we were given less time to spend.. I am regret, I am so damn regret because I decided to abandon you without even trying to listen to you just for once.. And now no one listens to me, like I did to you.. I understand you very well, I swear I understand you..<br />
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Time doesnt surround that broken heart to heal over. To cure, to compensate. It was broken enough and then shattered piece to piece.. Your funeral made my heart fall to pieces.. I lost balance, I lost my courage.. I lost my innocence.. I am so lost.. I cant find solution to my problems.. I cant share them with anyone..<br />
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I know that you would do your best to make me happier.. Because I felt them but I didnt make a sound, I knew it but I pretended.. See? How bad your daughter is.. I am so damn cruel.. I brought myself nothing but the pain at all.. Dad, I am so damned.. I am so alone.<br />
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I keep everything, your watch that you used to wear that I dont touch. You wouldnt let me play with it when I was a kid and when I became a teen you would ask me to set the time whenever it is a bit back or forward than the time of tv but this time I would refuse and ask you to do it by yourself..<br />
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I wish I could help now.. I keep your pictures that mom wanted to throw away, yeah I gathered them from all around and some of them from trash because they are now mine..<br />
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It doesnt mean mom never loved you.. Maybe she loved you the most..From time to time I recognize that she misses her lifetime partner who accompanied her while going yo to the vineyard.. She tries to take care of the only belonging you just left for us.. She made some men build a shelter on vineyard..<br />
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I screamed out when I saw the shelter because I am sure that you would get angry if you saw it because it prevents sunlight to come in but I am sure you are somehow glad that she does her best with the little money she has..<br />
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And now I cant continue, because ... Because my tears drop on the screen. I miss you dad, I really miss your presence in my life.. It has been almost 4 years. You were my wings to fly.. You were my biggest courage to lit fire.<br />
I can feel you all around me.</div>
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Have a nice day fellas..</div>
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How are you doing?? Sorry, it is the first time I am asking it right??? I am so thoughtless but I am not self centered even though I write all about me.. Just they are my feelings that I share most of the time.</div>
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Today I am gonna rant about friendship.</div>
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First of all I have to admit that I make friends with fakers who are just some bitches and bastards indeed... I know I always complain but I have never seen such bullshit people in my life before. Yeah it is called experience but I am tired of experiencing the things with worthless people at all..<br />
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Some people dont know about appreciation. I dont expect too much but at least a little word "thank you" would be fine and kind to tell others if they do something good for you.<br />
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Some people do not even care your existence until they need in something you might provide them. Fuck this materialistic world.. Everything gains value with money in people's grace. What happened to love, respect, loyality and honesty ?? Die bitches. Nothing could worth to the simple smile of a person.. Money wouldnt buy it at all..<br />
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So no mercy.. Cross the bacteria out! I cant sicken myself anymore for the sake of wicked people who act like they are my friends. Sorry but those humans even dont mean anything to me ha.. Anyway.. I have a life to carry on and no time for those.. Fuck you assholes..<br />
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HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-71024741628385969452013-04-22T14:30:00.002+03:002013-04-22T14:30:43.117+03:00Crazeeeeee<div style="text-align: justify;">
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It was such a fucking crazy day and I enjoyed a lot.. Early in the morning I just drove to my vineyard.. Far from the madding crowd you know ;) Silence and peace and of course nature but well yeah it didnt take so long to be in peace because my sister and kids came. But never mind them. I planted some flowers and we had some kind of family breakfast ^_^ briefly it was great.. Hell I put on weight again so I need to do something.. Yeah it is because of stress definately, because I eat whatever fuck I find :DDD I will go on a strict diet obviously. In the afternoon I had to go my bro in law's office as I had some stuff to do. There is this job on my mind but hope that I am qualified enough to get it because I need it so much to save my life. Eventually I wont need to take this stupid exam if I could get that job.. Whuuu.. Wish me luck..By the way I like my bro in law's new office lol as I really enjoy there and I love the atmosphere..<br />
You will get why I like there when I am able to add the picture soon..<br />
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And all of these.. My bro in law gave me a lift back to vineyard.My eldest sister also came. So my niece Ebrar was here too.. She is the cutest pain in the neck lmfao.. I love her so much.. That kid makes me back to life and laugh with her little heart at all..<br />
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And of course it rained. Unavoidable weather but what it causes is beautiful :) Yea it has been for a long time that I havent seen rainbow all around.<br />
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Aren’t you somethin’ to admire<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sen hayran olunmayacak bir şey misin</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Cause your shine is somethin’ like a mirror<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Çünkü tıpkı bir ayna gibi parıldıyorsun</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />And I can’t help but notice<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Kendime engel olamıyorum ama dikkat ediyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />You reflect in this heart of mine<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Yüreğime aksediyorsun</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />If you ever feel alone and<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Eğer yalnız hissedersen ve</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />The glare makes me hard to find<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Parıltın beni bulunması zor yapar</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Just know that I’m always<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Şunu bil ki ben her zaman</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Parallel on the other side<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Seninle aynı yolda olacağım</strong></div>
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Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Çünkü biz el eleyken ve duyguluyken</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />I can tell you there’s no place we couldn’t go<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sana gidemeyeceğimiz bir yer olamayacağını söylerim</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Just put your hand on the past<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sadece ellerini geçmişe uzat</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />I’m here tryin’ to pull you through<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sana yardımcı olmaya çalışıyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />You just gotta be strong<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Yalnızca güçlü olmalısın</strong></div>
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Cause I don’t wanna lose you now<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Çünkü seni şimdi kaybetmek istemiyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />I’m lookin’ right at the other half of me<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Tam olarak diğer yarıma bakıyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />The biggest scene is set in my heart<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">En büyük manzara yüreğime kurulu</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />There’s a space, but now you’re home<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bir boşluk var ama şimdi evindesin</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Show me how to fight for now<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Şu an için nasıl savaşılacağını göster bana</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />And I’ll tell you, baby, it was easy<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ve sana anlatacağım bebeğim, bu kopay</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Comin’ back into you once I figured it out<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Anladım ki sana geliyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />You were right here all along<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sen hep buralardaydın</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />It’s like you’re my mirror<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Aynam gibisin</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />My mirror staring back at me<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bana geri bakan aynam</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />I couldn’t get any bigger<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Daha büyüğünü alamazdım</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />With anyone else beside me<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Arkamda başka biriyle</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />And now it’s clear as this promise<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ve şimdi bu söz kadar temiz</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />That we’re making<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bu iki yansımayı</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Two reflections into one<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Tek yapıyoruz</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Cause it’s like you’re my mirror<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Çünkü aynam gibisin</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bana geri bakan aynam, geri bakan aynam</strong></div>
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Aren’t you somethin’, an original<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sen özgün değil misin</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Cause it doesn’t seem really as simple<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Çünkü öyle basit görünmüyorsun</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />And I can’t help but stare, cause<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ve sana bakmaktan kendimi alamıyorum, çünkü</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />I see truth somewhere in your eyes<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Gözlerinde bir yerde gerçeği görüyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />I can’t ever change without you<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sensiz değiştiremiyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />You reflect me, I love that about you<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Beni yansıtıyorsun, bunu seviyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />And if I could, I<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ve keşke, ben</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Would look at us all the time<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">hep bize bakabilsem</strong></div>
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Yesterday is history<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Dün mazidir</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Tomorrow’s a mystery<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Yarın bir gizem</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />I can see you lookin’ back at me<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bana geri baktığını görüyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Keep your eyes on me<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Gözlerini üzerimde tut</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Baby, keep your eyes on me<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bebeğim, gözlerini üzerimde tut</strong></div>
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You are, you are the love of my life<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sen, sen hayatımın aşkısın</strong></div>
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Baby, you’re the inspiration for this precious song<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Bebeğim sen bu şarkı için ilham kaynağısın</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ve benimle olduğundan beri yüzünün ışıldamasını istiyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />So now I say goodbye to the old me, it’s already gone<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Öyleyse şimdi “eski ben”e elveda diyorum, o çoktan gitti</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />And I can’t wait wait wait wait wait to get you home<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Ve seni eve götürmeyi bekleyemiyorum, bekleyemiyorum</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />Just to let you know, you are<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Sana sadece demek istiyorum ki sen,</strong></div>
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Girl you’re my reflection, all I see is you<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Benim yansımamsın güzelim, tek gördüğüm sensin</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />My reflection, in everything I do<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Yansımam, yaptığım her şeyde</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />You’re my reflection and all I see is you<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Benim yansımamsın güzelim, tek gördüğüm sensin</strong><br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" />My reflection, in everything I do<br style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" /><strong style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;">Yansımam, yaptığım her şeyde</strong></div>
HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-39281670115870311692013-04-17T15:38:00.001+03:002013-04-17T15:38:20.501+03:00Say It LoudHello guys,<br />
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Why there are these people to make me hate life at all? I am really bored.. I feel I can go back to my bad times because I became wicked to break 2 friends' hearts and I feel fucking proud of it LMFAO.. I know it is not true but I am pissed off enough.</div>
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One of them just end up with telling me the dates she is involved without asking how the fuck I am... So I burst out by saying I dont really wanna listen, thanx for asking I am fine too.. She told me I am being mean and what I describe is me after all I told her she is self centered.. Lmfao, at least I say hello and ask how people are instead of ending up with spreading my negative mood. So I got angry and removed her from facebook like she deserved and yeah she was stalking at me so much these days that pissed me off as well. Please be kind at least to say "Hi, how are you?" . My God, do I expect too much from people? :( I have friends who lack of greeting me.. Is it too much? Come on, please do say that fucking HI before telling all about your life at all..<br />
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And the other friend just remembers me whenever she doesnt have someone to go out with.. Ohh fuck, I dont really care.. I told her I am gonna stay home today and obviously she got offended by saying " all I wanted to meet you.." yeah yeah yeah as if you care my fucking ass blehhh..<br />
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HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-24382199276870492332013-04-16T23:13:00.000+03:002013-04-16T23:13:24.969+03:00All The Shit I CapturedHello fellas..<br />
Today I took few pictures.. Few? Maybe many lol.. So I am gonna share them<br />
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I CAN BE YOUR SERIAL KILLER</div>
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WITH MY HAIRRRRR</div>
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For Coco</div>
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Such a good friend who knows me since I was 16.</div>
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Manuel, Sebastian </div>
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For sharing my picture on homepage</div>
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of the site. Such an amazing gift.</div>
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IT FEELS LIKE THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD</div>
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<br />HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-85543327578130606992013-04-15T18:17:00.001+03:002013-04-15T18:17:18.485+03:00Leave Me AloneWhen you dont love me ...<br />
I thought everything's getting better<br />
For us, I even said a little bit prayer,<br />
I have been dreaming for decades.<br />
So I just struggled and struggled and struggled. What for? For something<br />
Shit that I didnt deserve. I didnt at all<br />
Tears on my face, drip drop, drip drop<br />
Sliding silently down from my neck.<br />
Dont you see it is happening again.<br />
You push me out of your life slowly<br />
I am not time's fool yet I recognize<br />
Then why are still you haunting me?<br />
You just killed me hundred times<br />
And want to make sure I am dead<br />
Get out my head and dont suffer me.<br />
I know, you cant do that, because<br />
I have something you want to take<br />
But you cant take me from myself.<br />
Nay no way, I will tear this soul out<br />
But I will never give up on surviving.<br />
Just get out !!!HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-75343330675758252622013-04-15T11:42:00.003+03:002013-04-15T11:42:39.523+03:00Tell Me All The StoriesGoodmorning...<br />
Sorry for not being able to write some stuff as I attended one of my friend's wedding for about 2 days. It wasnt such a "wowowow" celebration but well made me think how could the organization be if I was gonna marry. Some stuff made me laugh and some stuff made me a bit angry but I am glad that eventually she could marry.<br />
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OMG I am very busy that I still have 5 more wedding to join.I guess half of the population of the world will be married in this summer but I still dont have a significant other or someone to date. Probably I will be a single old lady ^_^<br />
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Lmfao, we enjoyed a lot.. Even though the atmosphere was boring and it was very crowded and hot.. Never mind we found some ways to enjoy.. And sorry guys there is no pict of bride and groom because I didnt have change to take pict :D my friend was busy with guests and she danced whole through the night.</div>
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Such a good moral for me: never ever be the first one to ask a guy if he would like to date unless he asks you at all.. Well it didnt break my courage but just I wont put myself in a position of a fool next time. I am not angry, just refusals also become good experiences.. Anyway.<br />
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Actually I feel damn fool but yeah this time I am the one guilty. Because I attract all of the crazy people like a magnet. I have such almighty friends lmfao. They are unique in the category of stabbing me in the back. Competition is a good thing but competing each other to give me harm? Naaa kids, it is not good. I cannot wait for the one who is gonna be the next.<br />
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These days I am thinking about dyeing my hair :) some fair strings or auburn? I dont know. All I know is that I dont look as old as I am so I need to do something about it. Because I am tired of some people's think that I am around 17s. Gosh..<br />
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Life is fucking but anyway..<br />
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Fuck, fucked, fucking, fucken, fuckers</div>
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HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-63123252467025377412013-04-10T13:57:00.000+03:002013-04-10T13:57:17.875+03:00It Is About Time To LeaveMy wounds cry for the grave<br />
My soul cries for deliverance<br />
Will I be denied? Christ !!!<br />
Tourniquet, my suicide.HopenDarknesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15102563196132019120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-896665493969756119.post-28387075686271130412013-04-09T22:26:00.005+03:002013-04-09T22:26:45.361+03:00It Feels Like The End<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Yeah, this time it is all fucked up. I am tired, really tired.. It crossed the line.. Fuck that damn shit, same thing again and again.. Fuck my trust issues.. Fuck everyone.. Fuck this system top to bottom.. Yeah put the blame on me while the real fuckers are all around.. Fuck you old creepy men.. What the hell do you want from girls around 20s while you are at the age of my dad ha? You womanizer mother fucker pedophiles, hungry wolves.. Hope all of you die, hope all of you get raped you damn bullshits.. Hope you dont ever exist because you dont deserve any place here on earth.. Fuck this world as well.. Because there is no one nice, everyone is seeking for their own benefits.. Liars, fakers, pedophiles, racists... Fuck all of you...</div>
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The more I witness that shit the less I want to live at all.. So God, either take me or just give these idiots some brain.. Well my first wish is more logical so hope I die early before being witness to people's shit more..</div>
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Fuck all of you stupids</div>
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Fuck all of you bastards</div>
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Fuck all of you sons of bitches</div>
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