A Moment To Always Remember

Well of course like other people I have had some moments I could never forget, I am so grateful to be with me somehow guys to share !!! Here some of them are,

Ayşe's Birthday.. who is Ayşe?? The one with green.. It was a perfect birthday party that we had much fun with the most crazy person ever (the one sitting by my side with light blue jean) :D 

 Here we go.. how pure we were while giving a pose but how about Cenno?? She could spoil it in a second .. but where the hell she was looking at???

The surprise visit of my sisters when I was in university.. I took this picture early before we burst into laughter... But still some clues of the explosion that is on their faces :D

My 20th birthday !!! Thank you ''Tuğba'' for being with me on that day, that is how strong the friendship is.. We had to come over many thing after all.. But strong friendship never ever fails, that is what I have had experienced !!!

 Who wants to have some cake?? 2 candles :D cuz I became 20, so I think I can interpret it like that.. as zero means nothing itself so 20 is symbolized with 2 candles and nonexistent candle :D
by the way I look so lame here :D

Still don't know why I have that kind of picture.. but my sister and mom were crazy cuz oy my hair style.. Mom was like that ' either straighten them all or do it all curly as u look like hippie all around ' ahahahaha... MOM MOM MOM.. Well you can never know how it looks unless you see your own after few years....You were right somehow but I don't feel regret :D It was still cool somehow...

The main exit of the dormitory area.... Non-stop rain just screwed all of us outside but we are still living :D well I miss you guys.. :(((((((

Another rainy day and I am out again... But I wonder why people say that I look like moon-walk dancing in this picture??? Me, myself and Moon-walk under the rain?? :D But thanks God as my nose doesn't fall !!

 Do you believe that it was one of the poetry class that I took?? with my classmates.. We just convinced the lecturer as the weather was great in spring time.. We are supposed to seek for the poetry in nature, are not we?? :D

I don't really know whom I was texting with at that time but it was Buket's birthday..I think someone wanted to send it mom to threaten me by saying '' your daughter will die and be buried with her mobile'' ... But don't worry guys, it is under my control :DDDDDDDD

Betül and I, traditional '' Erzurum Evleri (Houses) '' dresses... And the date is great 10.10.2010 but I wish the time was 19:19 too...Betül was my best friend within first 3 years of University and then something went wrong between us that I still don't know what it exactly is and our frienship failed somehow.. But that doesn't mean I will never remember her !!!

My diary.. The first time, Justina,my Lithuanian friend since 2006 wrote me an acrostic poem.. actually it is the first poem I was written..I was so glad cuz nobody ever wrote me a poem even though I wrote many people poems !!! 

There was still 1 year left for my graduation but it feels cool when you take the gown of your roommate's graduation gown and act like you are the one who is going to graduate..Well my graduation gown was dark red lined... I don't like green but isn't it still good???

 Here are the girls and shopping in winter time... It is like ''top boot'' commercial... But hell yeah we are the best models ever !!!

Football on ice !! year 2007 and I am the number 1 ( of course the goal keeper) I have to admit that I enjoyed a lot, everything was in a sudden that we were playing football in school's garden and my english teacher ( technical director ) asked me to stay on goal area... He noticed the talent that I have quick reflex as I can grab everything while falling or moving.. So the story of woman football team began like that.. Many teams are founded after all but We were the winners all the time, Although I played for about 2 years, I visited 2 different cities and had more than 8 matches..Penalty was the worst thing I come across... Briefly we had great time !!! 

Another picture when we were training !!! LOL the one who s holding the ball on the left is Tuğba ... Years have changed us in a great deal !!!!

Here in the class...spring time with my friend Betül !!! Whether friends or not currently, there is always a moment to remember, for sure !!!

Either Fuck Off Or Love Eternal !!

When we first begin to write a love letter we never know what to write at all and when we end the love letter we never realise what we have written...

It begins like that all the time: ( early before they turn out to be lovers ) 

* The guy asks for going out

* The guy makes the decision if he likes the girl

* The guy tells the girl that he loves her

* The guy buys her flowers or gifts to convince
* The guy promises her that nothing will separate them

And then ! ( few days after dating )

* The guy repeats he loves the girl

* The guy says the girl everything will be wonderful

* The guy makes girl to have pretty dreams based on marriage

* The guy convinces the girl that he is the right man her dreams are made of

Andd thenn !! ( few months/years later 'depends on the relationship's life span )

* The guy begins to yell at girl because of jealousy

* The guy gets mad at little things

* The guy forgets the special days like anniversaries, birthdays, first meeting dates etc

* The guy makes up excuses to put the blame on girl

* The guy feels that he is drowned in everything she does

Anddd thennn !!! ( time to break up )

* The guy sheds crocodile tears when the girl really cries out

* The guy says the girl he will always love her

* The guy disappears in a sudden 

WHERE THE HELL THE GUY WHO IS WRITTEN IN BOLD IS ?????

Here he is... He is just dick-minded ass... Majority of the guys lack of mind, intelligence, emotion and love etc etc.. Who can ever tell the opposite then?? Isnt it totally right???

The Fruit Of The Day

Square WatermelonsA round watermelon can take up a lot of room in a refrigerator and the usually round fruit often sits awkwardly on refrigerator shelves.Smart Japanese Farmers have forced their watermelons to grow into a square shape by inserting the melons into square, tempered glass cases while the fruit is still growing on the vine.

LOL.. Round, Square or Triangle.... what is the difference?? Don't we eat them all in the end?? So why bothering guys as nobody complains for not having any place for the round watermelons in refrigerator indeed.. '' Smart Japanese Farmers '' huhhhh?? .. If they were smart ass enough then they would work their grey matter for something more useful, for example growing them more tasty instead of dealing with the shape :D All I see is just waste of time !!

How do you expect me to slice square watermelon into triangle shape like this one above.. Let me grab my ruler and measurement so that I could count the exact angle to slice.. I will stab the heart of the watermelon..

I know it s so cruel but yummmyyyyyyyy !!!

Awwww so lovely... Such a cute shaped fruit would make great sense !!! but who has the talent to make me one then?? Who knows !!!

And here my watermelon is. Safe and sound locked in my refrigerator !!! hehehe... Wear your armor, take your shield and hold on tight dude !! Because .............   I am coming !!!!!!!!!!! :PPPP

Freaky Morning

Early in the morning around 7am I was woken up by mom saying that 'we are heading for the garden home' (which is a disaster for me cuz what a person would do in countryside, isn't it so boring?? ) ... Unconsciously I showed up my middle finger which made me burst into laughter after all when I recognised :D and mom was like that '' is it the thing you have learnt at school? '' ahahah I think it will take much time for mom to get accustomed to me !!

Here is the top 10 mission of the day !!

1. Have a nice breakfast
2. Go shopping
3. Tidy up the room
4. Take a shower

5. Do my hair
6. Keep writing the letter to Cashew
7. Make my puzzle

8. Surfing online 

9. Gonna wait for chocolate cake to be offered 

10. Hug my teddy bear Georgie and sleep !!!

                                        Actually I don't like strawberry but it feels good !!!

                                                      Exactly my situation after shopping !!

                                                        At least I don't wake up at 1pm :D

                           Thank you Yuko so that my hair at least is not as much curly as before !!!

Rrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Letter to Cashew.. Hope she likes it !!

Educa or Ravensburger !!!

                               I don't remember what was the sooooo interesting on the screen !!!

                     Chocolate cake mmmm, I love it.. I think I get why my friend eats with spoon :P !!

                                                Georgie, the welcoming teddy bear :D

                                                              And  sleeping  time

                                                                           Ayşegül

Tuğba

Two precious girls in my life..''My girls''. As they were always with me more than 6 years and I know that they will keep being with me somehow... Classmates at highschool !! Neighbours at dorm at university...
And my first sentence at their school will echo all the time ''Merhaba kızlar ben Beyza, TED kolejinden geldim, tanışabilir miyiz!! (hey girls, I am Beyza, came from TED college, can we meet??)''
That is the exact sentence which made them think I am a spoilt snob :DDD I am really grateful and glad that we met !!!
                                                                                                                              ''To be continued''

                                              Here is my room, approximately 6 years ago

Actually it s the same home I was born in 22 years ago.. but I lived in there till my 11s and then moved another house and then moved back to the same house at my 17s..now I am 22...All I love is my bookshelf!

My only pet Terek

                                 You can never know how much I felt terribly upset when he died :'(

Just a little bit nostalgia in the stillest hour of the night :D I think I knew how to be attractive at an early age of my childhood !!!

New Steps

Hey Guys !!

        Well, first of all let's have some background information about who I am :D

Actually I hate that kind of introduction but anyway, My name is Beyza and my friends used to call me ''BASIC'' at highschool.. It is because we were studying English vocabularies and suddenly we came across the word Basic which is almost pronounced like my name :) 

Even though some people said that I look Spanish (because I am brunette) or German (I used to look like blonde) I am a Turkish girl indeed but I would rather live in somewhere Scandinavia, don't know why but it has been one of my dreams since I was 15.

        I am an English Language and Literature graduate (ps: I took my last exam 7 days ago) and already missing the faculty of arts and my friends !! Anyway, I am a spoilt kid and hard-headed person XD I do whatever I want actually even if you might try to tell me what to do but I am open to criticism and new ideas.. Briefly open minded
        My friends generally say that I am a crazy and funny person..According to some rumors I am thought to be creative as well...Therefore these are the only things that may make me proud of then !!! Yeah I love making jokes but hope I am not offensive (forgive me guys)...I don't like talking about religion and politics..Because both are the argumentative topics to talk about as they heat-up people around :) So I respect and wish to be respected in return.
I am warm,friendly, optimistic and I like sweet words.. But that doesn't mean I don't have enemies :D
         There is no middle point in my life.. Either I like a person or I hate... If I love a person then I try to do my best to make her/him happy.. I am humanistic.. I care about people much more than myself which ends with the downfall or disappointment from time to time but I never lost my faith so !!!
          Briefly I am a good person but I might be worse than Mephistopheles if I am hurt.. So guys please, do not benefit from my pure intentions... As  each woman has the capacity of turning into a Lilith !!!