Friday, March 29

That Somebody Is Me

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you
Every single night
....
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That somebody is me...
You will always be in my life
Even if I am not in your life.

I dont really know the reason why is that love matters are that much complicated and painful. You always like someone but s/he doesnt like you back or they ask your friends to date.. Omg it just kills :(

I feel fool. So damn fucking fool.. Because I still expect few things even though I know the consequences bleh..

My relationship with my friends also suck.. I think I feel like going back to deep inside of me and lock myself there.. It is always the same..


I stole it from M's whatsapp.. And I am not deeply sorry for stealing because I liked it and I dont think you will mind right? if you are reading my blog. It is the same for me.. I am being ignored and forgotten... I dont care though. Maybe the fast start madr us tired so we are slowing it down.. I dont know.. I am just mad.. Because anything goes right as I wish it to be.Anyway I will be okay somehow and fix the things on my mind.. It is up to you  to help or not.. I just want to handle with this mess at all.. It is bullying my mind and of course my real life as well.. 
Terrifying
Disaster
Wreckage
I need to catch my life from somewhere.. Tsss but I am cooling myself off because being warm and sweet dont work on people most of the time.. Stone cold, it is one of my feature :) I am already that way as it is not that hard for me to act distanced if I really want.. Anyway..
Night Night

Tuesday, March 26

My Heart Is Refusing Me


Hello guys.. 
One of the songs I used to like.
Omg I think I fell inlove at first sight 
even though I am not still sure but lololol
I sensed the butterflies in my tummy.
But but but it can also be temporary
feeling at all.. Omg I always pick
some inpossible type of people
why? why does it have to
be such like that shit
ha??  But he made me feel 
like singing "I have been waiting 
for someone like you" heheh
but for sure tomorrow I will feel fine 
and get over that kind of feeling.
I dont worry that much haha
Anyway. I had such a great
day as well.. I was with
one of my friend
whole day.
He is very sweet 
and a very kind friend
Ohh he is more than gentleman
We also studied English in a way
He needed someone to check his essays 
so he brought them with him lolol.
But it was really pleasure of me
I should go now. Bye bye.
Hugs and kisses.


Monday, March 25

Rehab

Hi fellas...
Today I just made some decisions. It was hard because it was a total complexion.. I need a break I guess but whatsoever as nobody really cares the things except I do. So for few days I am busy with life planning bleh.. With who? Why? Where and what.. That is just my life like a disease following me behind.. 

Damn there needs to be something I should believe in and then it will never be that impossible to do anything at all. So I am going to find that reason to make me hold on the things I shouldnt give up on otherwise I will be so lost and insensitive.. Nobody cares it as well. But I do fucking care.. 

I cant be captivated anymore. I cant pretend nor I cant give out fake feelings.. I am me then who are you? Just tell me do I really know you? 

Sunday, March 24

Me So Hot Man

Hi guys..
Actually I wanna add some pictures but this stupid bullshit gives error somehow. Maybe I can add later.. These days I am very bored and pissed off but somehow happy. Dont know but something gives me peace and cheer.. Now I am drinking latte so as not to fall asleep but fuck that shit as I feel sleepy more than usual :O I should have completed two topics in maths but well I am just hanging around on this blogger and writing some stuff to send my friends.. Anyway.. 
Night Night..

Saturday, March 23

Mind Controller

Goodnight..
I am very confused right now.. These days the amount of my confusion just increased and I cannot make few things sure in my mind. There is always something that makes me suspicious about the things.. I wish I wasnt that skeptic..

My skepticism began when I was 18 years old I guess.. But I really dont know how it began. It made me lost many things. Seriously I have trust issues for few years.. Anyway

Today is the 4th day that I quit one of my habits. I will bear somehow hehe.. Few more months then it will be great but I dont think it will be easy for me to get rid of completely.

By the way some of the stupid cats are doing something pervert under my window LOL. You horny bitches, go find another place...
Enough for today as I dont wanna make myself tired more.. Night Night

Friday, March 22

The Color, Black

Goodnight..
Actually I feel depressed because I am thinking over my life so bad.. The reason of this bad mood is one of my friend. Omg she is going to marry in june.

My all friends are getting married.. 
It gives me some pressure because I dont even have someone on my mind.. Yeah many suitors but I cant fall inlove or something.. Maybe I am terribly hurt.

I pick all the assholes...
Whenever I try to like someone I recognize he is an another jerk. Cmooonn there are billions of men one this earth and isnt there any true one for me? But even if I found I would not be able to date either.

I have trust issues...
I am really sorry but I cant stop it.. Maybe it will make me the hardest girlfriend ever until he makes me convinced enough to trust him completely.

I think I love someone...
But I dont dare to tell that person at all because I will be refused, I know.. It hurts me everyday to keep inside but I dont wamna feel regret after my confession. So.it is better to keep inside. Anyway..

Thursday, March 21

What The Fuck With This Lottery

I AM NOT DONE YET

Lets make it in English please. Ssshhhh dont make noise during translation process LOL.
I am just kidding yo sugga butts. It reminded me of Ghetto Butt lol.. One of my friend calls me like that Rofl.

[I confess that I am double faced !!!
One of my side is; warm, sweet/cute , sincere, cheerful... My other side is; cold, sulking, ignoring, unhappy.
It depends absolutely on you which side of my face to see and you really deserve whichever one you see.]

WHERE IS MY RAID?

Omg, there should have been such a sign KEEP OUT [skull] he is more sticky than a tub of glue. If I glued the broken things with him I swear they would never fall into pieces again.One more thing that I hate is persistent people.. Why dont you just shut up and go kill yourself somewhere far away instead of bothering me? Hey guys is there any solution to get rid of such people??? please contact me to help.

SMARTASS

Maybe I am the worst Rubiks Cupe player. I could never make it, so does it show how dumbass I am? But instead I would tear it into pieces and then combine the pieces back :D yeah man, who has that much time to make it.. :P I dont even bother..

DARKNESS

Is not something I get scared of.. People are scarier than the darkness itself anyways. My mind is never free whenever I go to the bed. I just think few hours and that keep me wide awake instead of falling asleep like normal people.. I sleep less than 4 hours everyday which is troublesome and the worst thing is that waiting for falling asleep by myself. Fuck the insomnia..

WHAT THE FUCK, FUCK OFF, FUCKED UP, FUCKERS

It is true in a way that I use fuck word a lot in english but I never swear in my mother tongue at all.. By the way my 5th favourite word is not bacon but it was supposed to  be  somehing like fuck again.. Oh maybe fucken at all :D I really dont know, I just love this word and it makes me funnier most of the time [that is what I believe] lololol..

DEDICATED TO THOSE


Who treat me like a bitch
Who stab me in the back
Who are fake with me
Who try to give harm to me
Who never respects my opinions
Who dont like me
Who lie to me
etc etc ...
I dont give a fuck, I dont really care either, motherfuckers [opps I already uttered two sentence that has fuck]. For the God's sake get the fuck away from my life as I am already with the people who accept me as the way I am. I dont need to prove myself because I really know what I want, what I have and what am I myself.. I dont worry because it wouldnt make me valueless if you didnt care me. I dont need many friends, I need friends with the best quality and I have.. I really have those people in my life.. Thank you guys for being with me. I love you to the hell and back ♥ 
Now I am seriously done for today... 
Bye bye

How Could I've Burned Paradise

I WANTED TO BEGIN WITH THIS!

Sometimes the things might go so wrong that is out of your control and expectation. Dont worry I am not a fan of Yolo. Just everything will be fine so enjoy the moments that you are given. Life is not always something depressing, there is happiness in it even if it is a little bit. The importance is that you need to find that happiness by yourself, it might be in little things or hiding in you either, just you have to know how and where to seek.

BESIDES

My biggest phobia is the death of people who I really love and care. It makes me damn upset desperate. I cry inside and my body gets locked. But death is a part of nature. Someday all living creatures will taste the death right? I mean there is no assurance like you will die and I will watch you, of course it might be me as well. Lets hope God to give us not long lasting but the happiest life that we could ever have with the most beautiful memories. I cant promise for the afterlife, who goes hell or who goes heaven.

I KNOW

This page is gonna be so random and disorganized but last night I was like bubbles on the left and N looks like blossom because she enjoys the life more than us and you M are the buttercup, dripping all around [omg just for a while I thought something pervy lol] our only one day joy in Split at your home hahaha.

BY THE WAY NICE PLACE

For schiki miki. I just dont want to imagine the rest after all covering the white sheets all around and lol ofc turning off the lights so that people do not watch us lololol. I know it is creepy or crazy but lol I wouldnt want to be on breaking Greek news.. 

CUTE BUT BLEHHH

Better not to be animals while trying to kiss but lol that schiki miki bed  would be the most comfortable place for them I guess haha
I know right.

MY SECRET RELATIONSHIP

With maths of course. I am not too much in trouble but somehow the maths is a real bullshit you know. All I think is that gentle but old pervert men on formspring who chase me.. They are 40+ and I am only 23. If I just gave chance by smoothing the things they would suddenly end up flirting. Oh my gosh, man I know enough maths to calculate that you are at the age of my father. You wrinkled dicks.. Yeah I know I will get older as well but at least I wouldnt be much into people who are more than 20 years old younger than me. Sick pedophiles.

I AM AN ARCHER

Of course I am not doing the same shit Cupid does lol. I just try to protect my clan as they need me even if I am sometimes clumsy.. Yeah I hit so bad but sometimes I arrow my own clan members by mistake too. Thank God  they dont die. I kiss and apologize for the injures I give and they forgive.. Me love you a lot ♥ 

LIFE IS

Full of competition and traps. But it is worth to race with someone who would take me forward, who would improve me by time at all. Sometimes they will become leader to us and sometimes they will follow us. That is how it goes.

JERKS

Will always be all around us somehow. You know that some people always joke and play with the feelings of others without thinking how offensive it is. But whenever you do the same they get angry and storm you out.. Well so what goes around comes back around LOL

LOOKING THROUGH THE MIRROR GLASS

Is the best way to judge and make decisions. If you have blunt and honest friends then they are the best glasses one would ever have because they will share their brave opinions to lighten your path whenever you feel you are in damn darkness.

AND I ADMIT THAT I AM A THIEF

Because I stole this picture from M's profile LOL and I am not fucking regret. Most of the time we like the same things and collect :* I am really glad that you have such collection.. This sparkling Europe map is wondersome. I see where you guys are and we are both close on map but also that far. Omg :( I should create such a chance to visit all of you.. But I dont lose my hope :) we will meet somehow :* and I have such a big collection of hearts.. Yeah my friends give me their hearts and I give them mine ^^

SUCH LIKE THIS

Of course I cannot force anyone because all kinds of love comes about mutually. You give and you take.. It is like exchange. Sometimes one sided but the perfect and happiest one is both sided. Love doesnt have to be only for your significant other, maybe you should love your friends as well..

SOMETIMES LIKE A BOSS

Bawsss it, bawssss it. Yeah, I have nothing to do if I am crazy. For sure I am going to use these ecperiences that I learn by living. But hope that I never involve in illegal stuff LOL.

SOMETIMES LITTLE AND LONELY

No matter how old I am. Humans can never survive without affection, care, interest etc. I keep my expectations low so as not to feel badly disappointed at all.. But still I always need someone to care me. Most of the time I seek these in my friends :)

LOYALITY

Is the most important thing we need. One of the mainstones of the life that comes after trust. If stab me in the back I would stab you in the arse and I wouldnt mind no matter how much dirty it gets. Sorry but that is one feature of my complete personality. Actually I am not keen on revenge but when I am determined then run away because I could be one's best nightmare. Hard life just taught me this. I am sorry in advance.

MY HEART IS FULL AND MY DOORS ARE ALWAYS OPEN

You can come anytime you want as long as you are kind and good to me. Because I love sweet things and I would do my best to please whoever I care about. Besides I love hugging people. But of course not strangers, just the ones I care lol..

IT WAS BETTER IF I DIDNT KNOW

Causalities... Some people in my life really want to be the best scandal ever by doing surprising things on purpose.. I can show them with my mark finger and count with the other fingers but they dont really worth. Just leave me a little bit peace of mind at all.  To take attention you put yourself in a fool position, for your information..


Anyways.. I am done right now.. Maybe I might add few more to my next entry.
Enjoy your day.




Vision Of Ecstasy

Goodnight..
Fuck this shit as I had many suff to rant but unfortunately I cant upload pictures that I chose for today. I tried million times but ffff.. Anyway maybe I can try tomorrow.. Because I am tired of trying.
Just came home from hospital and I dont feel alright man.. I mean I am dizzy and moody enough to ruin some stuff.. Hell yeah I am sometimes fucking mean and dangerous [I write these early in the morning because last night I was damn ridiculous]
Anyway Bye lol

Tuesday, March 19

Basic Lyric #9


This Love - Maroon 5
I love listening to that song
One of the old time songs of Maroon 5
Lyrics are suitable and reflects my complicated relationsip.

The Closure - Farewell Thee

"Bazen ilk görüşte bilirsin, o insan senin kaderindir bazen bir ömür ararsın bulunmaz."


[Sometimes you would know at first sight that person is your destiny.. Sometimes you seek them for a lifetime but you can never find]





Formspring is shut down !!!
Such a bad news as I have been a member for about 10 months. Time passes so fast but I am not that sad because my best friends are by my side for a lifetime no matter what. Yeah it is true that I made few more friends but I dont think they will be so permanent at all. Time will erase them too.. Of course time will erase @hopeanddarkness as I wont be remembered :)



but I am grateful for my best friend @cashewi for being my first and permanent follower. Would you ever guess that someday I will have 463 followers with 19K smiles? No, I was just spamming to fill her empty inbox so that it doesnt cry :D yeah that is our joke between us. Girl you always bear my ridiculous spam.. ♥ You are a  good role model for interwebs that I follow most of the time as I would never hear about formspring and blogger earlier. Actually it has more deep background such as a guy from my university that I met in Georgia asked me to join interpals and I met cashew there first and I am really grateful. Thank you a lot Cash for bringing me there on formspring [gives her a bear hug] as I never knew that I could meet few more good people. It will be the greatest epic ever in my life maybe.


I wont mention many more formspringers except one more. I dont know how but by time people began to follow me. There was this old man that I avoid of giving his name whose spam I used to like because he was asking some interesting questions. So once I asked that "what would the first thing be that you do if I invited you to my house?" and his dickheaded friend just responded. While I was checking the responses I recognized her ridiculous response. [it is ridiculous for me now but at that time I was fucking pissed off] It was @sstheo as you might guess ♥. 

"ME SO HOT MAN"

For some reasons we were the warriors of FS. Many stuff happened and Theo and I  protected each other [kisses her cheek] as much as we could. She really taught me so many things intentionally and unconsciously that I would never be able to learn earlier by myself I guess. Such as how to give people second chances, how to tolerate, how to forgive. The most important thing that I learnt from her was how to accept people as the way they really are.. Thank you a lot for insanity as well and we will continue to do many insane stuff as it is not the end.
So these two girls are the most precious people with whom I could ever meet. My  brightest diamonds, things could have been far different than today now but something  about fate sparkled as a reason then we were destined to be in our lives otherwise our paths would never cross each other. For me everything that is happening has a reason behind, it is either good or bad though. But I am the happiest and luckiest person because I take you guys with me early before the site is shut down. 


I dont mind the others that much because I know that some of them tried to take credit of my account, some of them treated me nice and some of them made use of my account just to respond my spam just because my reputition spreaded out somehow. Some of them also pretended to me so as to take attention of my contacts to have reputition. I know, I know.. I am not that naive but I am just kind hearted to keep a blind eye for a while until the things are out of control. I just saw how people could turn out to be jealous bitches/bastards while we are running out of time.. "Koynumda yılan beslemişim" would be the last sentence I would utter for those  people at all. I shouldnt let it but  I dont care anyway. I feel I am really done and I was expecting to have such a sign so that I could shape my life. I think I got the sign in the morning today...

Some Memories




The End...


Sunday, March 17

That's It

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worse
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know...
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know...

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

A Place For My Mind

Hello
For 2 days I dont feel like doing anything nor talking to anyone because I am just ... I dont know really..There is something deep that I can never explain and it sinks me to the core where I came from.I think I began to like this loneliness.. I am not alone but weird that I feel fucking awful that nobody could cheer me up. I am tired maybe, tired of everything and I began to hate many things that they only drown me into nothing but melancoly.

I avoid of my actual friends. I dont know the reason.. Maybe because they stab me in the back constantly.. I am broken and they never think I could be feeling upset after all.. Just a fake sorry and then they think it will make me feel alright for a long time then we can maintain our friendship.. NO, it is not okay here. Of course I dont expect them to beg me whole through the life but I am just sick of people who make the same mistake over and over by looking into my eyes as if I am very tolerant person. Fuck them because it ruins everything instead of fixing. If you apologize then please do not repeat your same mistake so that you make me believe you are really sorry for that.

But noooo, why some people around me have to be so fucking? I swear I will let them go because they even ruin my mood and I end up with taking the anger of it from someone innocent.. :(  and I am sorry..

Maybe I am too emotional, maybe I am too much caring as I almost give my all. There is something wrong in it. I need to change it somehow because it lets me down whenever I expect little things.. Do you really know what it feels like? Anyway.. Never mind.

And something, I hate people whoever ruin the name of love.. God really protects real lovers that I believe.. If you break a sincere heart then you end up with the same that happens to you.. Haha I see your desperate status with the people whoever leave you half on the way. How lucky that God kept me away, it wasnt love but a good crush.. Dont you know the reason that I was about to kiss you to say you goodbye ^^ I am stone cold boy. I dont care so fuck you top to bottom, Ohh sorry your relationship life already fucks you ha.. So dont ever mention me the how to love because you stained it enough.

The more I see the more I get the experience.
Who cares even if it is sad.. Yeah it is true, I  sometimes get so desperate but I will stand still somehow. Everything you said doesnt make sense..

Yea Yea I seem nice but I dont need fucking fakers at all..No way.. I am with people who really deserve to be with me.. Get the fuck off  then.

Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Fuck your night..
Bye

Saturday, March 16

Lets Fall Into Pool Of Love

Almost sunrise, it is 5:49am and I am still wide awake, I cant sleep because you are the reason. I am thinking about you again as you came to my dream once more.I cant help,I just cant take my eyes off of you I cant really explain how I feel but I just suffer on my own deep inside me :/ and it doesnt have cure because ...

Just something goes in my mind:

You make me wanna love
You make me wanna fall
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Friday, March 15

Dim Candle Light

I wish there was a fairy to bring me cake and say me that my only one wish will become real. I would blow the candles by saying the greatest wish of my life. But some fairy tales has an irresistable end.. We all know.. You touch my heart! You make my heart beat somehow from the far. Miles away ...
I feel like a little kid whose best doll is taken from her hands while she was playing the greatest part of the game. Knot in my throat and I cant gulp it down. My lower lip slowly curves down and I cant help. Why me? Why me but not the other kids? Yeah I know, I really know that it wouldnt be fair then and I cant wish other people's sadness while they are already in their own pain.
Do you remember?
Whatever happens I would always take the blame on me, [yeah me] to save you from trouble.. I tried to be shelter, I tried to be a strong armor to you kid so that you dont fall and bleed your knees..
Alas !!!
I fell many times and always my knees bled.. You were not aware because I never showed you. Because I was shy to tell you. I should have been the strong one between us so as to teach you not to cry even though I was crying inside. Yeah one of us has to be strong like a steel and I chose to be... You never saw my tears because I ran them into me.
Time was a torch to beam upon the past.. I breathed you in me.. We intermingled that night and all.. I saw the masterpiece of God one more time,how he created such a unique
virtue.. So divine, so heavenly.. Like the most tasty apples from Eden. One would die to bite one piece from the edge but me? Yeah me? I even couldnt dare to touch because I was scared if you lose your brightness..
I grew up so fast that I couldnt have time to look back.. Lost years.. Time took so many things from me by giving nothing back.. But I still feel you... I still feel you everywhere.. I promise that;
You are my tears whenever I cry...
And I swear you are in my smile...

Thursday, March 14

Hospital Phobia Mania

Goodnight
I spent the whole night at hospital again.. In the evening my aunt and uncle came to visit us but I was very dizzy because of massive headache.So she directly measured my blood pressure it was 10-4 as the normal one is 12-8 then she insisted I should go and see a doctor although I refusedany times.. But at the end I waa taken to urgency. They gave me serum to increase my blood pressure. I wanted to escape because I even hate hygenic hospital scent, hospitals and I have blood disgust. I told these to doctor that I would faint when I am injected something but everytime they say it is not a big deal..

Ouch Ouch Ouch

Special thanks to male nurse as he cracked up my veins until he found the right one.Omg my arm hurts so much that I can hardly move it and it bled a lot.. Wheww I still feel disgusted a lot. Fuckers..I really dont know how I could come back home because I was like drunk and laughing at silly things as if I took some ecstasy LOL.. I still have low blood pressure though.. Anyways.
Night Night..

The Pearls

Goodevening
Me again !!!
I dont know how I am feeling right now but it is something sweet and a bit of little rush.. How did we get to our childhoods while we were talking about something different.. I luff yew.

TO MY ALL FOLLOWERS

Hello Fellas..
Selam Millet..
Bazen Türkçe, bazen İngilizce (90%) ve bazen Almanca yazıp gidiyorum işte.. Aylar oldu bloguma yazmaya başlayalı ve iyiki de birileri bana esin kaynağı ve rehber olmuş diyorum.. Bir şekilde kendi düşüncelerimi hissettiklerimi ya da o anda dikkatimi çeken herhangi bir şeyi aktarmak gibisi yok..

Türk Takipçilerime 

Benim için önemli olan bu blogu takip ettiğiniz için teşekkürler.. Sormak istediğiniz herhangi birşey varsa gönderilerime yorum yapabilirsiniz.. Vee şimdi ingilizceye dönelim.

For My English Speaker Followers
Top 6 
USA, RUSSIA,CROATIA, GERMANY, FINLAND, CANADA

Thank you for reading and following my blog which is the most precious thing for me.. If you have any questions you might comment and ask as I will be right over there..
Sorry that my blog is personal as it doesnt carry the aim of advertisement of sell purchase stuff besides it is not about trend. health, youth and fashion.. But I am fine with it as long as it has something about life..
Anyway.. Love all of you and how glad I am that my blog is already read more than 2500 times.. Thank you so much.
See you ♥♥♥

Hiding In Amaranth

Hello...
Deep thoughts
Confusion
Being busy
Creativity
Multiple choices

All of these... I dont know what to do.. But today I just saw the shop I am gonna work in april/may or rest of my life we can never know.. But the problem is money, I dont know how much to demand because it is always the problem. How about the exam.. Omg I am damn fucked up... Anyway.

Wednesday, March 13

Good Girls Gone Bad

Hello,
As my usual each night ritual I am eating orange by the left side of your altar. I am fairly grinning because I know that I have the senses to guess what do you want lol. Because you are naive enough to imply it somehow, I can imagine your twisted face,
I can imagine how your fingers work while you are texting me. You know how to keep me for yourself but this time LoL, yeah this time I am far more smart and cautious than you could ever imagine/think whatever. I just
count my each step ^^ Each step..
"Kaçan kovalanır" [The one who escapes is chased] ♥ Be aware ;)

Ohh yeah
It is like we are playing chess. So I will beat you at your own game. As I am not the same girl you met. Time, time, time... Years will pass and from your ears you will never be able to erase my name.
I am comiiiiiiiiinnnnnngggggggg !!! LOL
Night Night

Tuesday, March 12

Where Have You Been Of My Life

Weird things are still going on.. I cant figure out but today I was asked two unexpected questions that I totally forgot the answers. I mean I havent been asked for a long time. I just got surprised and dont know, my life has never been such easy to know the responses. It has a bright side in a way but I am not sure if I want to take chance or not because I am tired at all.. And i dont wanna feed hope out of nothing.. Omg why I am that confused?? I was never that unstable now I cant decide between things. My life turned upside down and lol I am still trying hard to fix it.. There are few things I feel that I should have done before but anyway it is late.. So from now on I am going to create new chances for myself.

Basic Lyrics #8


My Passion - Akcent
Just listened to it from the radio and I remembered
Omg, since my laptop is broken I cant access my albums.
I like this song and I dont know the lyrics :D
The first song thats lyrics I never listen to but just the melody lol
It dates back to my  last year summer school
Memories, memories ^^