These days i am trying hard to make up my mind and go on my way.. but it is getting harder because there are many people around me whom I care too much.. I just ruin my life by myself so i need to help this girl to come over things in order to let her survive.. it feels too cold and sharp but sometimes a person should utter NO whenever s/he wants to refuse something so as not to be hurt. It doesnt mean that person has no feelings but it means s/he is determined and knows what they want and dont want, right? Too much affirmation also brings bad news as it might make the other people think that person is naive enough to be put in a mold to shape...
Besides it is also suffering to insist someone who says no, so let it go.. the ones would already be with you if they wanted. As we really dont need the people who dont want us because they will never be beneficial for us and instead they will bring so much pain through the life... therefore willingness is the mainstone of the theme. Sorry as i dont care punctuation anymore although i am supposed to begin with Capital letters after full stop. be thankful at least i use comma lol anyway...
