Wednesday, January 9

When We First Kissed

Well to admit that
it was such a bad beginning to the first light of the day. Baby I know sometimes it is gonna rain as it cannot be sunny all the time but I dont feel alright.. I had my ex bf in my dream. We were really happy, hand to hand and then he hugged me so tight that I felt his warmth. He was kissing my lips saying that he missed me a lot.

Omg then I woke up.. Why these dreams dont  keep that long? Fufufufu..

I never got any news from him because the last time we really argued that we cant even make friends. It was more than 3 months ago when I last talked to him. I wouldnt want my relationship to turn into mess but people change by time.. But still I am thankful that I had happy and good memories.

I am pissed off again. Fuck this sudden mood change. I need to handle with it but I really dont know how to fix it. I am pretty tense and I try to control it at all. I am just bored and upset.. Sometimes people really dont understand me. Especially my mom.. She pisses me off at all because we are svery different. She doesnt want to understand my world and I really dont wanna be involve in her world.

Night Night.

The Awakening

Hello Guysss!!
I have many things to mention ^^
But let me talk about
previous day
I have some stuff to do today
But dont worry I will
type about it too.

January 8, 2013
In the morning I woke up with backpain again. Fuck that shit as it doesnt heal over
as it is all because of my ovaries. I have been taking those pills for almost 3 months and nothing has changed except my period regularity.. 
But thanks God I am not bleeding randomly at least. That is the only good thing I guess.
By the way
I am eating orange while typing.
You know I like fruits a lot.
And it is healthy.
So guyssss
I was just expecting such a terrible day at all because all I did was to study and I was
freaking bored.
In the evening I chatted with Theo
She was fucking moody as well.
It is because of that Daley girl. Maybe I cant be shared. I would never think that
I will be precious LOL.
Yeah I know sometimes things suck.
But it made me laugh a bit.
I need to handle with this 
Then a ring ^^
My dearest Cashew 
got Whatsapp.
[Hey you, I am very glad that you had]
It was much more fun after we exchanged some files.. Especially voice records.
[Man your voice was like HOOOO]
I enjoyed a lot..

And Cashew came back to skype world.
It has been ages that she hasnt signed in ohh maybe since summer..
So I am proud of presenting this:

Yea, It is a legend :D
The meaning of today in history
Hehehe we will always remember
As long as you dont forget your password.
Naaaaa, never ever again.
[By the way that one you currently have on your profile is my most favourite.
I needed to emphasize]
Girl you are amazing !!!

And maybe you guys know that I collect bookmarkers.. Uhh ohh but my friends and my niece took many of them and they didnt bring back.. Lets say they stole them. xD
Theo just showed me her collection.
Ohh they areeeeeeeee

And few more pictures of them..
Wait a second because I need to upload.

Here they go now.
My God they are pretty..
Theo you made me jelous at all LOL.

Need to go now. I have many things to do indeed right now..
I am grateful that you guys made my day.
Love you and I emphasize again that
I am the luckiest person to have
such brilliant and insane
friends like you.
T & C


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