Thursday, March 7

Basic Lyrics #6

Breathe No More - Evanescence
I love this song really much
Not only love but I live, I feel..
It is full with memories.
One of my friend sang it to me
I was 17 when I first listened to
It was the only Evanescence song that I didnt have in my album
My ex bf sent it to me because he knew I love evanescence and he's an Evanescence fan too
I was with one of my good friend on stairs and I cried because I was upset so she hugged me at that time
Besides she just stabbed me in the back so we dont keep in touch anymore
Sometimes I sing this song
I would like this song to be played during my funeral.

The Sound And The Fury

I know you are reading this right now..
Or you going to read somehow and someday.
So I can rant and rage as much as I want.
And If you dont care then I dont care while I am going anywhere..
I am tired, tired of fighting.. Tired of being judged, tired of being misunderstood, tired of being pushed away. You have no self control, you cant control your anger, you have to reflect and burst out on me right?? You pick ridiculous stuff to feel sensitive... Look girl, I am not responsible all of these shit that has happened to you in your life so why am I paying for it? I have problems to handle with as well but have you ever seen me treating you rude? when did I tell you that "I dont wanna talk?" ... Anyway... Anyway
Thanx for showing me what kind of a person I am in your grace.. Yeah, you are right that I am scary and evil and untrustworthy.. I wont forget your that sentence in audio "I am regret to tell you everything".. Dont make yourself regret more whole through the life then.
You dont need a teacher
You dont need someone pessimistic
You dont need someone negative
You dont need someone honest
You dont need anyone who pokes your wounds...

S-E-R-I-O-U-S-L-Y audios were enough effective to make me notice who I am.

Briefly you dont need me.

So instead of telling me that "delete me, forget me" .. Just do it by yourself if you could find an easier way.

But yeah I forgot that you overcome people so easily as you told me many times.

Sorry for letting you down that bad..
Bye !!!

Takvim / Calender

Yıllar mı hızlandı yoksa

[Did years get faster or else?]
Ne çabuk geçiyor upuzun günler geceler

[How fast the longest days and nights pass]
Daha dün gibi derler ya hani
[They say: as if yesterday]
Meğer herkes kurarmış böyle cümleler
[Whereas everybody would utter such sentences]

Vakit geçmek bilmezdi oysa

[However, time wouldnt pass]
Hangi ara koptu yaprak yaprak takvimler

[When were these calenders thorn apart leaf by leaf]
Akarken biriktir derler ya

[That they say: collect while it is flowing]
Kasam boş, kalbim kırık, elde yine hüzünler

[My box is empty,my heart is broken with grief in the hands]

Pişman çok pişmanım esasen

[Regret, I am very regret indeed]
Ama çok korkuyorum ya reddersen

[But I am too afraid if you refuse]
Gururdan mı nedendir artık

[If it is because of your Pride or something?]
E sen gel kendini alt edersen
[Then come when you beat yourself down]

Evimi ocağımı, yuvamın sıcağını--

[My home, my family, and the warmth of my house--]
Yarimin kucağını bıraktım
[I left my lover's embrace]

Her günahın tadına, dünyanın batağına--

[I tasted every sin, into the world's swamp --]
Batacağım kadar battım

[I sank as much as I could]
Meğer herkes tanışıyormuş

[Whereas everyone is introduced]
Birgün mutlaka gerçeğin ta kendisiyle
[with the reality itself, someday]İnsan buna da alışıyormuş
[A mortal would get used to this as well]İnsan dayanıyormuş bütün gücüyle
[A mortal would stand with his all strength]

Pişman çok pişmanım esasen

Ama çok korkuyorum ya reddedersen
Gururdan mı nedendir artık
E sen gel kendini alt edersen

Evimi ocağımı, yuvamın sıcağını
Yarimin kucağını bıraktım
Her günahın tadına, dünyanın batağına
Batacağım kadar battım