Monday, April 15

Leave Me Alone

When you dont love me ...
I thought everything's getting better
For us, I even said a little bit prayer,
I have been dreaming for decades.
So I just struggled and struggled and struggled. What for? For something
Shit that I didnt deserve. I didnt at all
Tears on my face, drip drop, drip drop
Sliding silently down from my neck.
Dont you see it is happening again.
You push me out of your life slowly
I am not time's fool yet I recognize
Then why are still you haunting me?
You just killed me hundred times
And want to make sure I am dead
Get out my head and dont suffer me.
I know, you cant do that, because
I have something you want to take
But you cant take me from myself.
Nay no way, I will tear this soul out
But I will never give up on surviving.
Just get out !!!

Tell Me All The Stories

Sorry for not being able to write some stuff as I attended one of my friend's wedding for about 2 days. It wasnt such a "wowowow" celebration but well made me think how could the organization be if I was gonna marry. Some stuff made me laugh and some stuff made me a bit angry but I am glad that eventually she could marry.

OMG I am very busy that I still have 5 more wedding to join.I guess half of the population of the world will be married in this summer but I still dont have a significant other or someone to date. Probably I will be a single old lady ^_^
I think I learnt how to look like a ghost in the picts xD

My sister on the right and my niece with scarf on left
I and my sister dont look alike right?

Lmfao, we enjoyed a lot.. Even though the atmosphere was boring and it was very crowded and hot.. Never mind we found some ways to enjoy.. And sorry guys there is no pict of bride and groom because I didnt have change to take pict :D my friend was busy with guests and she danced whole through the night.

That look of are you ready to rock this wedding?