All The Rules That I Like To Play

You misunderstood my way at all.
There are many immature people, especially teens who need to grow up more, because I am an adult and I cant tolerate immaturity, yeah sometimes I act like a kid and make jokes but as a soul I am 40+ when it comes to serious situations and consequences..
You need to know that i am not an easy prey. I might act the blonde idiot but I learnt a lot whole through my life so I am not into quick decisions once I used to make.. Yeah I learnt  a lot from my faults. I got the experience of the world, so dont think you can hunt me in a minute, because like in my bio

Noli me tangere
For Caesar's I am
Wild to hold
Though I seem tame.

I adore you Thomas Wyatt.. You are my biggest love.. You are my man,

I like blurry pictures :D

On The Brink Of A Cliff

Actually I really dont know how to begin.

It was such a dreamy day that I woke up early with an anxiety. Yeah job interview. I gave some Demo class about how to teach English and ofc I got the job but I dont feel like doing it. These days I get some offers from many different fields but these are the jobs I am not glad with. Maybe I should study more and be appointed by the goverment and get away from home at the end of August.. I need that, I need to be so far away..

Then that wasnt the topic I wanted to talk about but anyway..

I dont understand people no matter how hard I try hard... From granny to mom and friends, everyone has different aspect. Yeah we should not be the same but what the hell, cant you be a bit normal please? Or am I the only one who is not normal? 

What kind of a world I landed on? 

What is the aim of this life?

Who I am?

Nothing, at all

Such a dumb.