Friday, June 15

What Do You Think You Know All About Me??


       Sometimes having the thing 'courage' costs you too much which may result in terrible events, it is fun though.I do not complain, of course it is not the end of world but whatever goes wrong with me mostly is just because of my being extremely courageous..

       Please do NOT utter anyone around you the sentence '' YOU CANNOT DO THIS !! '' as it is one of the chief leading factor to trigger the most coward person.. Keep the kids out and do NOT let them read the following part... 
       For instance; once I was 3..We were having BBQ and I set my hand on fire and burnt it after hearing the sentence I mentioned above !!!

       Besides I jumped out of my dorm room window (1st floor) when I was around my 17s because of  so-called courage after all my roommate said ''it is not possible to jump''... hehehe

We just listened to our hearts with my bro in law...
Heading for the craziest thing ! Exciting and Excited !!!!

     Helllllll !!! it was too extreme that we were like MOMMMMM !!!!

   Briefly I am so glad that I am courageous although I am in toruble with it from time to time !!!


         Yeah, as you may guess that I have blood disgust.. I am not sure if I should call it blood phobia? But I am not scared, I just pass out when I see blood which causes the people all around me laugh out...Because I am tall and very strong,at the first sight people think I am enduring... But here is a kind of achilles heel.

         How I feel when I see blood?? First, some thoughts flow in my mind and I begin to visualise cutting my wrists.. It makes me feel dizzy, and then I sweat.. My face goes pale so my lips go reddish and then I remember anything (probably passed out). Here is a novel named 'The Surgeon' by Tess Gerritsen.. I couldn't read the book as I passed out when I was 19th page :DDDD so pity and I still keep this book on my shelf...

         Not over yet...Besides I hate hospitals and hygienic smell of them as well..So I really don't know what is going to happen when I might need to have surgery someday...I am just f*cked up.. Anyway !!!


        My frienship concept is a bit different.. Everybody nice could be my friend, but not everybody could be closer to me because I don't open up my heart's doors that easy.. 
   As being a Taurus girl (taurus is protective) , my friendship is very strong.. I am a type of person who protects her friends even if it may make me fall from their grace or unwanted..I am an extremely caring person which makes me feel let down from time to time...

          Friends easy go and come, therefore I am not worried about it that much, because some people should really go so as to open me some vacancy to fill with the new ones, in real life especially the people who hurt us need to go because a person who hurts the other one can never be that person's friend, but enemy... So please don't try so hard to say them GOOBYE.. Don't hesitate, make up your mind and just let them go...
         When it comes to me, I call the person ''near whom I act the way as I am, whom I can trust everlasting, with whom I can share my (secrets, happiness, grief) everything, '' as my best friend. So I only have one best friend. She is my soul because she knows/understands the real person laying in the depth of my core. As I feel her somehow, I am lighter than the clouds over the sky... I cry with her and laugh.. Because she is closer me than my heart !!!

                                       Special thanks to ''Cash''

I Like The Reason Why I Should Be So Confused..

Well, there are billions of different people in the world who can ever ask you the questions which you never expect whole through your life..Today I felt like writing about the most weirdo questions I have ever been asked which made my face exactly like that    (O_O)   (-_-)   (O_o)  LOL  >_<  XD

Which One Is Your Favourite, You Decide

1. Once, I sent one of my friend eurovision song of Bulgaria and she turned the volume up and began to listen to it.Actually it was a weird song.. At that time her roommate was taking a shower, she suddenly went out of shower with bathrobe on her and asked what the hell is she doing, she answered that she is listening to a music from Bulgaria.. and she asked ''Who is Bulgaria??'' LOL, I answered her that Bulgaria is a cool and handsome man then we burst into laughter....

2. When I was in highschool, one of my classmate looked into my eyes and asked ''Beyza, how do you think I can make you inlove with me??'' well it was a girl so ı couldn't answer it all...

3. Last night I asked my elder sister to ask me a question at all and the first thing came to her mind that Who kissed your mother?? '' what the hell??? lol Isn't she her mother as well ?? :D

4. I was going course with one of my friend when I was around 17,so the manager of the course was someone religious, we were lifting up with elevator and there was a weird ♪ sign on one of the bottoms. So my friend asked ''If I push the button then would it play a hymn/psalm?? '' which made me laugh out till I reached the class..

5. I was 8 and playing in the yard and my friend asked ''Beyza, did you go WC before tomorrow happens??'' I still cannot give it a certain meaning but I think she meant that she waited me outside so much.. hahahaha

6. Actually I have urinary tract infection... So I used to see a doctor so often when I was around my 16s.. once the doctor asked ''If I have ever had an affair with a guy??'' it was not a weird question but he asked about it near my mom :DDDDDDDDDD

7. Again I was in doctor's place :D and before me there was a patient..I heard some voices like 'yeah baby, yeah yeah yeah :D' from ultrasound room!! so I thought for a while that the doctor is raping someone over there etc :D and it was my ultrasound turn ... I hesitated to come in but I felt relieved when I noticed the paitent was a little baby at all :D I lay on the sickbed and he asked 'are you gonna unzip your jean?'..that is not the weird question but after all he pressed the ultrasound device on my belly so hard that caused a lot of pain... and then he smiled and asked ''Can you speak English so count back from 10, Does it hurt?''.. Actually I couldnt relate two questions but I answered in English ''yeah fuck you, you hurt''

8. A girl from facebook ''Can I add you?? As my brother liked your look so much''.. I answered like that: ''then why don't you brother add me himself??'' :D NO answer back :DDDDDD

9. In optician's, I was holding my broken spectacles by telling one of the staff that it is broken and I doubt that someone stepped on it.. he asked ''Is it really broken??'' ( I actually wanted to answer him ' nah it is not broken, I am just here to drink a cup of tea ) ehehehehe..When I came back home, mom was like that '' Are you back??'' Nah mom I am not back, this is just a ghost !!!

10. My niece when she was around 9 ( at that time I was 13) just asked ''Auntie, what would happen if you were born later than me, so were you gonna call me auntie this time then??'' I couldn't exactly answer because I was a kid myself too... but I asked mom for the answer... ahahah you can never guess how did she answer but I am not gonna mention it....

                                                                                            TO BE CONTINUED  :))))