Today I just made some decisions. It was hard because it was a total complexion.. I need a break I guess but whatsoever as nobody really cares the things except I do. So for few days I am busy with life planning bleh.. With who? Why? Where and what.. That is just my life like a disease following me behind..
Damn there needs to be something I should believe in and then it will never be that impossible to do anything at all. So I am going to find that reason to make me hold on the things I shouldnt give up on otherwise I will be so lost and insensitive.. Nobody cares it as well. But I do fucking care..
I cant be captivated anymore. I cant pretend nor I cant give out fake feelings.. I am me then who are you? Just tell me do I really know you?