Tuesday, March 12

Where Have You Been Of My Life

Weird things are still going on.. I cant figure out but today I was asked two unexpected questions that I totally forgot the answers. I mean I havent been asked for a long time. I just got surprised and dont know, my life has never been such easy to know the responses. It has a bright side in a way but I am not sure if I want to take chance or not because I am tired at all.. And i dont wanna feed hope out of nothing.. Omg why I am that confused?? I was never that unstable now I cant decide between things. My life turned upside down and lol I am still trying hard to fix it.. There are few things I feel that I should have done before but anyway it is late.. So from now on I am going to create new chances for myself.

Basic Lyrics #8

My Passion - Akcent
Just listened to it from the radio and I remembered
Omg, since my laptop is broken I cant access my albums.
I like this song and I dont know the lyrics :D
The first song thats lyrics I never listen to but just the melody lol
It dates back to my  last year summer school
Memories, memories ^^

Just Lit My Last Cigarette

"Sana bağlıydım ama bağımlın değildim"
"I depended on you but I wasnt addicted to you"

One more night and then never again..
Let the waves remove my fucking name
For sure I wont be broken anymore.
Magic is gone, masks are slided down
So no, no more days to spend in vain
And please dont ever recall my name
I am not really mad nor I give damn
I had happy things since you came
There is no point, there is no cure
Because I know you dont even care
Then dont pretend here to stay
As you're here but your heart's away

I Heard The Words Come Out

"You are a bitch"
"I hate you more than anything on this earth"
"You are so mean and waste"
"I dont need you"
"You are extremely pushy"
"Who do you think you are? Queen of England?"
"You are useless and pathetic"
"I'll think twice before telling you something"
"Stupid bigot muslim, go away"
"I hope you die someday"
"I dont want anything from you"

Those poisonous sentences I am said.. I would wish to die instead of hearing my good friends to tell me those..
I forgave but I wont forget.

Ohhh Sweet People

Sometimes I think if it is better not to make friends with anyone?? Because in the end there is always something weird going on. Or something wrong. I never scorn people due to their race, gender, sexuality, religion and nationality ...

But I am always insulted for those reasons even if I dont imply anything. My mom used to tell me to keep away from non-muslims, kurdish, armenians. but i have friends from each of the sections. At schools we were taught to hate serbians, croatians, greeks, arabs, russians, armenians, israeli people and americans etc because of the saddest history and wars.. Obviously those nations also teach their own citizens to hate Turkish people because they are prejudiced as well. But the most ridiculous thing is that blaming people because of their religion and nation. What to do with nation? If my anchestors had war with yours then does it mean I am a bad person? If my grand grand granddad killed yours then was it my fault? First you need to accept that not only yours but also my ancestors were killed too.. But bigots always think one sided instead of thinking dimensional. War was unavoidable, so was the bloodshed as long as people were stupid, I wish that it never happened but when it happens of course every nation citizens will protect their own country in order to survive
that is the fact. But I dont really blame any person today as we good people are the worst victims of sad events that happened in the past and some of my friends still do as I recognize. Why am I now being charged for the source of terrorism, shedding blood, evils things? Ohh stupid people please change your minds first..