Would You Wait For Me Forever?

Sometimes ...

I wish ...

"I Wishes" are getting collected in my small box where I keep them locked..

I write them down on paper so that I read back and dont lose ever again.

Especially the things I couldnt do even if I wanted to achieve/have.

I wish ...

I wish ...

I really wish

I could go back in time

and fix the things that I couldnt

I am sorry for blaming people for the things I wish I couldnt do by myself and I will learn how to live with them whole through my life.

Now, taking action doesnt seem useful.

It will never work even if I try hard.

So it is too late to love and 

too early to lose..

Somewhere beyond the pain

there should be something to believe in

To live, to achieve, to bear.

I still live

I still breathe

I still continue to believe

~~~

My heart still beats

even if how much half I am.

Despite the dark hole deep inside my heart

So I will let the things undone.

I dont exactly know how and when but 

For sure there will be time span to 

be done. All done !!

Either here or there afterlife.

Now farewell thee.

Sincerely wish that someday

our paths cross again.

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