Thursday, March 21

How Could I've Burned Paradise

I WANTED TO BEGIN WITH THIS!

Sometimes the things might go so wrong that is out of your control and expectation. Dont worry I am not a fan of Yolo. Just everything will be fine so enjoy the moments that you are given. Life is not always something depressing, there is happiness in it even if it is a little bit. The importance is that you need to find that happiness by yourself, it might be in little things or hiding in you either, just you have to know how and where to seek.

BESIDES

My biggest phobia is the death of people who I really love and care. It makes me damn upset desperate. I cry inside and my body gets locked. But death is a part of nature. Someday all living creatures will taste the death right? I mean there is no assurance like you will die and I will watch you, of course it might be me as well. Lets hope God to give us not long lasting but the happiest life that we could ever have with the most beautiful memories. I cant promise for the afterlife, who goes hell or who goes heaven.

I KNOW

This page is gonna be so random and disorganized but last night I was like bubbles on the left and N looks like blossom because she enjoys the life more than us and you M are the buttercup, dripping all around [omg just for a while I thought something pervy lol] our only one day joy in Split at your home hahaha.

BY THE WAY NICE PLACE

For schiki miki. I just dont want to imagine the rest after all covering the white sheets all around and lol ofc turning off the lights so that people do not watch us lololol. I know it is creepy or crazy but lol I wouldnt want to be on breaking Greek news.. 

CUTE BUT BLEHHH

Better not to be animals while trying to kiss but lol that schiki miki bed  would be the most comfortable place for them I guess haha
I know right.

MY SECRET RELATIONSHIP

With maths of course. I am not too much in trouble but somehow the maths is a real bullshit you know. All I think is that gentle but old pervert men on formspring who chase me.. They are 40+ and I am only 23. If I just gave chance by smoothing the things they would suddenly end up flirting. Oh my gosh, man I know enough maths to calculate that you are at the age of my father. You wrinkled dicks.. Yeah I know I will get older as well but at least I wouldnt be much into people who are more than 20 years old younger than me. Sick pedophiles.

I AM AN ARCHER

Of course I am not doing the same shit Cupid does lol. I just try to protect my clan as they need me even if I am sometimes clumsy.. Yeah I hit so bad but sometimes I arrow my own clan members by mistake too. Thank God  they dont die. I kiss and apologize for the injures I give and they forgive.. Me love you a lot ♥ 

LIFE IS

Full of competition and traps. But it is worth to race with someone who would take me forward, who would improve me by time at all. Sometimes they will become leader to us and sometimes they will follow us. That is how it goes.

JERKS

Will always be all around us somehow. You know that some people always joke and play with the feelings of others without thinking how offensive it is. But whenever you do the same they get angry and storm you out.. Well so what goes around comes back around LOL

LOOKING THROUGH THE MIRROR GLASS

Is the best way to judge and make decisions. If you have blunt and honest friends then they are the best glasses one would ever have because they will share their brave opinions to lighten your path whenever you feel you are in damn darkness.

AND I ADMIT THAT I AM A THIEF

Because I stole this picture from M's profile LOL and I am not fucking regret. Most of the time we like the same things and collect :* I am really glad that you have such collection.. This sparkling Europe map is wondersome. I see where you guys are and we are both close on map but also that far. Omg :( I should create such a chance to visit all of you.. But I dont lose my hope :) we will meet somehow :* and I have such a big collection of hearts.. Yeah my friends give me their hearts and I give them mine ^^

SUCH LIKE THIS

Of course I cannot force anyone because all kinds of love comes about mutually. You give and you take.. It is like exchange. Sometimes one sided but the perfect and happiest one is both sided. Love doesnt have to be only for your significant other, maybe you should love your friends as well..

SOMETIMES LIKE A BOSS

Bawsss it, bawssss it. Yeah, I have nothing to do if I am crazy. For sure I am going to use these ecperiences that I learn by living. But hope that I never involve in illegal stuff LOL.

SOMETIMES LITTLE AND LONELY

No matter how old I am. Humans can never survive without affection, care, interest etc. I keep my expectations low so as not to feel badly disappointed at all.. But still I always need someone to care me. Most of the time I seek these in my friends :)

LOYALITY

Is the most important thing we need. One of the mainstones of the life that comes after trust. If stab me in the back I would stab you in the arse and I wouldnt mind no matter how much dirty it gets. Sorry but that is one feature of my complete personality. Actually I am not keen on revenge but when I am determined then run away because I could be one's best nightmare. Hard life just taught me this. I am sorry in advance.

MY HEART IS FULL AND MY DOORS ARE ALWAYS OPEN

You can come anytime you want as long as you are kind and good to me. Because I love sweet things and I would do my best to please whoever I care about. Besides I love hugging people. But of course not strangers, just the ones I care lol..

IT WAS BETTER IF I DIDNT KNOW

Causalities... Some people in my life really want to be the best scandal ever by doing surprising things on purpose.. I can show them with my mark finger and count with the other fingers but they dont really worth. Just leave me a little bit peace of mind at all.  To take attention you put yourself in a fool position, for your information..


Anyways.. I am done right now.. Maybe I might add few more to my next entry.
Enjoy your day.




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