I made my mind up.. These days I am in between most of the things, I didnt know I could turn out to be such a mess who cannot decide a thing.. Maybe my psychology got fucked up and I need to fix it.. Just few months more studying and everything will be alright and I will be so far away from here.. Please God help me for that because I dont really know what I am gonna face with.. Hope that it doesnt turn out to be such nightmare that I always have at nights.. I need to sleep peacefully from now on if i can..
We will see what is gonna happen.